tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3915596581954019202024-03-06T04:57:19.302+07:00Buah penaBuah pena or fruit of the pen was started as an online diary of a citizen reporter. Time goes by, and I think being just a blogger is nicer than being a citizen reporter. Yet, it is important to keep a balancing diary. Online diary is kind of reporting too. So, I keep on doing my self experiment on living in the cyber space.Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.comBlogger446125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-4042917141038916652020-07-12T13:04:00.000+07:002020-07-12T13:04:17.911+07:00Tracing Back (Puzzle 12)It was a pride for Nora Suryanti to be working as a <a href="https://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2020/01/nora-suryanti-soh-lian-tjie-puzzle-7.html" target="_blank">civil servant</a>. She was grateful that her mom believed the words of Amma Saga. She was not the only person in her family who serves the country directly under the civil institution. Her younger brother also served in Angkatan Udara Republik Indonesia (AURI).<br />
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On June 1971, she had to end her service as a civil servant. She got the letter certified that she was already 56 years old and she needed to enter her pension period.<br />
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Probably that was the reason why I did not know her as a civil servant. My family moved to Jakarta in 1974. So, it was three years after her retirement.<br />
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I knew her as a freelance translator, a tour guide, and a contributor for newspapers. She had a very good relationship with Indonesian artists, especially painters and sculptors. It seemed that she wrote a lot about art and cultures.<br />
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One of our pride as her family is her contribution to the production of the first IMAX film produced in Indonesia. She helped E.N. Sudharnono, the wife of former vice President Sudharmono, to enrich the content of the film.<br />
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The development of Taman Mini Indonesia Indah (TMII) was started in 1975. In April 1984 the IMAX theatre in TMII was officially inaugurated by Tien Soeharto, the First Lady of Indonesia at that time.<br />
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I remembered how we were proud to come to see Oma Waringin's work, the IMAX film Indonesia Indah 1 and Indonesia Indah 2. She was even seen in one of the films. Very small as it was filmed from the air. It was not yet the time of the drone. So, we can imagine how difficult it was to make films at mountainous Indonesia.<br />
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So, she was around the age of seventy when she helped in the production of that film. Amazingly, she was also going to the site location of the filming.<br />
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Almost every time I had foreign guests, I would bring them to see the IMAX film. The films were beautiful, but most importantly...Oma had her contribution to those films. Unfortunately, when I visited the IMAX theatre in 2019, the films were no longer on screen. The management from the Theatre said that the film is too old, they were afraid that it might get ruined. So sad, as the quality of those films were really good. They showed the beauty of the cultures and the richness of Indonesian nature.<br />
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She was so proud of being a part of the Indonesian civil servant. I found a picture where she wore the uniform of the civil servant. Korpri or Korps Pegawai Republik Indonesia was <a href="http://korpritni.org/sejarah-korpri-tni/" target="_blank">officially formed in 29th November 1971</a>. So, it was definitely after her retirement that she used the uniform.She was so proud of her work as the part of the Indonesian government. It is sad that I lost almost all her treasured photos and documents.<br />
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I am going to trace back her journey. Yet, I will be more personalized as that was the most familiar part that I can share.<br />
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What I remembered the most about Oma Nora Suryanti (Soh Lian Tjie) was post stamps! I remembered I visited her house in Jalan Waringin no 23. It was quite a big house, but mostly all the furniture was made of rattan. She always had bread and butter on her table. My brothers and I usually nicknamed her as Oma Waringin. Yet, my cousins nicknamed her as Oma Belanda. She spoke Dutch fluently! She had a lot of foreign guests, and of course, she received a lot of letters from abroad. That was why she was one source for our stamp collections.<br />
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Actually, my grandfather and my grandmother from my father's side also speak Dutch. My grandmother was the little sister of Soh Lian Tjie. As Soh Lian Tjie did not get married, and she was one of the closest relatives lived in Jakarta, we became quite close. Before my family moved to Jakarta, we visited her when we were on vacation in Jakarta. Then, when we moved to Jakarta, she was the representation of our grandparents who lived in Makassar.</div>
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Every time we were going to visit her, my father would say, "OK, we are going to visit Oma in <i>Jalan</i> Waringin." That is how her nickname Oma Waringin glued into our minds. Of course, we never dared to call her by that nickname in front of her. </div>
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Although my grandpa and grandma spoke Dutch, they used it only to speak between them. They used Makassarese or Bahasa Indonesia when they spoke to others, even to my dad. So, my parents spoke Makassarese at home, and we did learn the language as our mother tongue. When my parents moved to Jakarta they also brought four assistants from Makassar. They became our nannies and keeper. No wonder, even my youngest brother, who was barely four months old when we moved to Jakarta, could speak Makassarese.</div>
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My cousins who spent their very young age in Makassar saw Oma Nora Suryanti as a unique person who used the Dutch language and had a lot of "<i>londo</i>" friends. They did not know who Oma Waringin was, but when I explained, they would sigh, "Oh, Oma Belanda..." So, we had our own way of calling her!</div>
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One day, Oma moved out of her big house. She moved to a small, a bit hidden, pavilion in front of her house. It seemed that she made some agreement with the person who moved into her house. Actually, I did not really remember the time. Jalan Waringin itself did not retain its name, it is now known as Jalan Yusuf Adiwinata. It seemed that its previous name in Batavia era was Wilhelmina Laan.<br />
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I knew her as a tour guide and a writer contributor to some English newspapers. That was all that we knew. I knew she had some photographs of the late President Soekarno and also the late President Soeharto and Madame Tien Soeharto. I thought was from her time working as a civil servant in the Ministry of Information. I had the opportunity to peek on those pictures when I was in turn with my brother to visit her and to help her get dressed, combed her hair during her difficult health condition.<br />
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She celebrated her 80th birthday with us. She was still full of enthusiasm and interest in the topic of art and culture. Yet, when her health became worse, her youngest sister who was a doctor took her back to Makassar. It seemed that she missed her friends in Jakarta. Makassar was already a strange city for her. She felt bored, and soon she lost her well known good memory. She passed away in 1995, just a year after her 80th birthday!<br />
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Unfortunately, I did not know where all her books, her photo albums, and other valuable documents ended up. That was very unlucky as she had a rich collection of books. I remembered that my first serious reading about Soekarno started from her book collection.<br />
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Luckily, I was once asked to come to her house ( I thought she was already passed away at that time). Her youngest sister was moving her things out. Between the things dumped together with trashes, I found a plastic bag with some files, photos, and some old cards. I took it as it was going to be thrown away. I put that plastic bag in my attic for years...almost forgotten!<br />
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Then, there was a day when someone asked my aunt (from my mother's side) to introduce her to the relative of Soh Lian Tjie. She said that there was a scholar who studied in France who would like to know more about Oma. I did not have much left from Oma. Actually, that plastic bag with its content was the only thing that I have. Yet, before she went back to Makassar, Oma handed a copy of her (supposed to be) autobiography and a copy of her traced family tree; from her grandfather lined down to my generation.<br />
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I met Yerry Wirawan. He is also from Makassar. He told me that he was studying history and Oma Soh Lian Tjie was the part of the history that he learned. "Wow...," I was a bit hesitant. I did not really know she was that famous. When Yerry said that I could meet Ibu Claudine Salmon, I was really honoured. Honestly, I knew her late husband's work better. I loved history and since 1999 I volunteered at the National Museum of Indonesia through the Indonesian Heritage Society (IHS). So, I knew Denis Lombard through his work " Carrefour Javanaise". I was also studying the French language at the Centre Culturel Francais de Jakarta (CCF). The couples' names should be mentioned somewhere between the CCF or the IHS. Carrefour Javanaise is actually available in the IHS library in Plaza Senayan Office Building.<br />
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I was not really keen on tracing my Chinese background. Yet, it is like destiny that I should be able to accept my root before I could work on this project for my late grandma (yes, she was also a grandma for me).<br />
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After more than a decade, I finally searched for that plastic bag and opened it. I think when a person desires something, God will grant it, even though it will be on His own time, His own way! Oma had prepared her autobiography. It had never been published. Her youngest sister was already passed away. An aunt whom I asked about Oma's private belonging, like letters or diaries, said, "I think they burnt all those albums and private things!"<br />
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I think it is all God's work! Imagine, the content of that plastic bag, which was considered as trash was actually the original work of the autobiography, some original identity paper, and one small book published by the ministry of information. Probably, the plastic bag that was considered as not important actually held important papers.<br />
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I believe that my grandmother from my mother's side probably did not have any birth certificate. This birth certificate was not a birth certificate like the one we know now. There is a part "Heden den een en twintigsten December negentienhonderd en drie en dertig..." and also a part that said, "verklaard dat Soh Lian Tjie, Scholier wonende te Batavia..." So, it seems that this certificate is actually a certificate of acknowledgement of birth which was made in December 1933 when she was already a student in Batavia. So, she was nineteen years old when she made that birth certificate.</div>
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I don't know why she ended her autobiography on the 27th of December 1949. Yes, that was the day of the transfer of sovereignty that fully acknowledge the Republic of Indonesia as a free and independent country. That was the start of a short period of <i>Republik Indonesia Serikat. </i>A republic consisted of smaller states that ended on the 17th of August 1950. </div>
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I found some other important papers. This letter seemed to be a rewritten copy of a letter dated 1st of November 1960 which stated that Soh Lian Tjie had chosen Indonesia as her citizenship. She was a civil servant who worked for Departemen Penerangan Republik Indonesia (the Ministry of Information) so she let go of her chance to take the citizenship of Republik Rakjat Tiongkok. I do not know why on the head of the letter the date written was 20 Djuli 1967. There were seven years of differences between the date on the top and the date underneath! </div>
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The Republic of Indonesia demanded One Country, One Nation, One Language. Conferences were held, one after the other; the Malino Conference, the Linggarjati, and at long last... the Round Table Conference in the Hague, which ended with the transfer of sovereignty to the Republic of Indonesia in 1949!<br />
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At long last, President Soekarno was able to move to Jakarta and occupied the former Palace of the Governor of the Dutch East Indies!<br />
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It was a day never to be forgotten! Sri Sultan Hamengkubuwono IX went to the Kemayoran Airport to greet President Soekarno. The President, Madame Fatmawati - the first lady, and their entourage, were arriving on the first plane of Garuda Indonesian Airways.<br />
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I felt most fortunate to be in the Merdeka Palace on that memorable and historic day! I was able to stand face to face with important persons like Sjahrir and Moch Yamin. Those two names were the names that I most remembered from that day. Sjahrir was so young, buoyant, and full of energy. Moch Yamin, the dynamic writer, who came with his original idea to change several names into Bahasa Indonesia; Samudera Indonesia for the Indian Ocean, Nusa Tenggara for the Lesser Sunda Islands, Kalimantan for Indonesian Borneo, etc.<br />
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I was greatly indebted to Mr Parada Harahap, the mentor of the Indonesian journalists at that time. I happened to be staying with his family in Jakarta. He was the one who took me to Merdeka Palace on the 27th of December 1949.<br />
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I looked back to the tired but happy face of Mr Yamin. He was seated in a comfortable upholstered armchair. The happy faces were seen all around, full of expectations with the first President of Indonesia taking possession of age-old Palace!<br />
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Ten of thousands of people filled the Merdeka Square (formerly Koningsplein - the King's square). A billow of cries, "Merdeka...Merdeka!" sounded again and again when the President's car was sighted. The number plate for the President of Indonesia is 1!<br />
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I tried to get a glimpse of the First Citizen of the Republic of Indonesia. But, alas, there were so many important guests! I did not have the chance!<br />
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Soon, President Soekarno and Madame Fatmawti were in line to receive the sincere well wishes from the thousands of guests! I, too, was in the long...long queue. When it was my turn, I could hardly bring out, "Selamat Bapak Presiden", "Selamat Ibu!" The crystal clear words "Terima kasih banyak," were still ringing in my ears. Both the President and the first lady looked brilliantly happy!<br />
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Mr Muljono managed to get the car of the secretary-general of the Ministry of Information, Mr. Harjoto, to visit the Borobudur. It was really gratifying. Everybody was so nice and pleasing! The road was not so bad. I had expected the situation to be worse. The people did not look famished. There was no prosperity, but to me, everything seemed normal. The meals at the hotel were adequate and nice. There was some trouble with the light, but it did not bother us too much.<br />
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Two nice Javanese girls helped me and I promised them to take them to the cinema, They were very nice. They had gone through terrible times. Though they looked healthy enough, they had not known an abundance of food. Yet, I was sure that better days would soon be there for them, and for all of us!<br />
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When we went back to Semarang, Mr Muljono came with us in the truck. I would continue from Semarang to Surabaya by train, while Mr Inkiriwang would look after the exhibits.<br />
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In Surabaja, I was welcomed by officials of the Ministry of Information of East Java. I came to stay at Hotel Orange. At that time, accommodation was still difficult and no hotels had an attached bathroom and toilet. I was too innocent to leave my room unlocked while taking a bath. I had some valuables stolen.<br />
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I met an old friend from Makassar. She was employed by the KPM, the Royal Packet Navigation Company - a Dutch shipping company. She was a Dutch nurse who was once stationed in Makassar. Now, she was married and lived in Surabaya. She came to see me and wanted to take me to Malang. But I had my exhibition to put up. There was no technical aid that I could expect so I had to supervise everything myself.<br />
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The opening of the exhibition was a tremendous success! The editor in chief of the Soerabaja Post wrote a full-page article about it.<br />
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I met a young Dutchman who was married to a Chinese girl. He told me that he and some of his friends were employed by various Dutch Firms after their demobilization from the Army. Those firms were also newly re-operated. Those young men were very much surprised to meet some Chinese girls who were able to speak the Indonesian traditional languages (Javanese, Madurese, Sundanese) and Bahasa Indonesia. Those girls were even earning huge salaries. They met, they fall in love, and got married! However, some marriages did not last very long!<br />
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After an absence of two months, I arrived in Makassar by boat. I was very grateful that this great mission had been successful, but it did not end at that!<br />
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I stayed at the Bellevue, Bogor, next to the building where I had to set up my exhibition. A young Indonesian came and offered his help. When he heard that I was to go on to Bandung, he asked whether he could go with me. When I agreed, he was really thankful to have found a job. Soon, he was able to work with the sticks to put up all the photographs. Even though Bogor was very quiet at that time, but there was no lack of interest!<br />
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After Bogor, we went to Bandung by bus. The exhibition was held in the office of the Regent of Bandung at the <i>alun-alun</i>.<br />
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On the last day of my stay, something terrible happened! My things were all packed and sent to the station for Semarang. My new assistant wanted to join me in Semarang too. Yet, I had no idea how it would work there. I would have a Mr Inkiriwang of the Ministry of Information from the State of Central Java to be my assistant in Semarang. I could only give him something extra, but I had to leave him behind.<br />
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Hardly had I reached the Savoy Homann Hotel when I saw people running into all directions. There were shots. The Angkatan Perang Ratu Adil (APRA) under the notorious Captain Westerling started some actions. Luckily, it was soon under control. I went out for a stroll in front of the hotel to see what was really happened. Then, some people warned me that there was a curfew. I could only hasten back to the hotel. How lucky that I was able to leave Bandung early the following day! Once again on the train, this time the destination was Semarang.<br />
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The only reasonable hotel at Semarang was Hotel du Pavilion. It had big rooms and was favourably situated. In the afternoon Mr Inkiriwang came to see me. We went to the station to check on my exhibits. They had not yet arrived. They should be installed in the Pendopo for the exhibition as soon as they arrived.<br />
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A cousin of mine saw me on the street that evening. She came with her husband and children to the hotel on the chance that I might be staying there. I was very happy to see them again. Years ago, before the war, together with her younger sister and relatives, she visited my family in Makassar. My father was already passed away. At that time, they were going to Toraja Highland and invited me to join them. I was really eager to join their journey as I had never been there. Yet, I had my school.<br />
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It was a great pleasure to meet my relatives after so many years of not meeting them. She asked me to go to Tegal for a day journey. My grandfather came from Tegal. I would love to see that town and my other relatives. So, I arranged with Mr Inkiriwang that I should take the Sunday off. That nice man was willing to take over my duty for that one day.<br />
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I enjoyed the trip wholeheartedly. To see Tegal again where I had so many relatives. But, there were many changes! My aunt had passed away. The cousins who used to spend their holidays with me when I was studying in Jakarta had also moved to Semarang. My eldest cousin had married and had one daughter. Her younger sister had passed away.<br />
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I was so grateful that my dear mother had pushed my poor father to send me to study in Jakarta. Despite our impoverished state, she made sure that I was able to get a good education in Jakarta. Now, being independent with an interesting job, I could only thank her with great gratitude in my heart. Amma Saga, the seer, had revealed a great secret to my Mother and I. And my mother had believed her!<br />
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After Semarang, I was going to Yogyakarta, the famous capital of the Republic of Indonesia. My heart was beating fast! How would it be? Mr Inkiriwang accompanied me, but from the Ministry of Information, I had a Mr Muljono to render me the necessary assistance in Yogya. He was very kind and helpful. We got rooms in the Hotel Merdeka. Nice spacious rooms at the very beginning of the Malioboro!<br />
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A strange feeling came as I realized that this was the territory of the Republic of Indonesia. But, everything was the same as before. Only some new houses seemed to be added. Hotel Merdeka, what else? The new parliament building and the Statue of General Soedirman were new. The Governor's residence was now the Gedung Agung. Yet, in spite of the few artificial changes, I had no awkward feeling.<br />
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"It is Indonesia! Only this part is entirely free and sovereign under the Indonesian leadership. The official language is Bahasa Indonesia. The time will soon come when the whole archipelago will be under the Indonesian leadership. The handful of Dutch people who tried to influence the so-called Federal States of East Indonesia, East Java, Central Java, East Sumatera, will soon have to leave this country," I convinced myself.<br />
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I admired the officials! Living under very difficult circumstances they still seemed to be cheerful and full of hope. They were fortunate to be in this area when the revolution broke out and the republic was proclaimed. They automatically joined the Republic! Those who were outside the island did not have that opportunity and thus were obliged to join forces with the Dutch, even though they had never had the desire to work for them. We had only our own country and people in mind. Each of us worked separately for the respective part of Indonesia that we happened to be in at the time. If we had in our minds that lofty ideal of being united, each part would fit in the whole pattern.<br />
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Once again, I had no mind at all for political analysis. I just followed my own feelings, simple and intuitive. I had no basic training to participate in political discussions. I can say, however, that I did not feel like an alien during the week that I was in Yogyakarta. Mr Assaad had shown himself to be a man of great understanding and wisdom. He honoured our exhibition with his presence!<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-86640412086306726042020-01-21T12:38:00.000+07:002020-01-21T12:38:00.214+07:00Nora Suryanti (Soh Lian Tjie) puzzle 7<b>Became a Civil Servant</b><br />
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The day came when the State of East Indonesia was proclaimed with Tjokorda Gde Raka Soekowati from Bali as the President. Mr Nadjamoeddin Daeng Malewa became the first Prime Minister. Ida Anak Agung Gde Agung was the Minister for Home Affairs, Mr Pantouw was appointed as Minister of Information, while Dr S.J. Warrouw was the Minister of Health. I forgot the other chosen names.<br />
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I wanted to have a job. The Ministry of Information greatly attracted me. One day, I called on the Minister of Information whose wife had worked with me under Dr Warrouw. I stated my intention, and he told me to report at his office as soon as possible!<br />
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The next morning I reported to the office, and was accepted immediately! I became a civil servant! It was around twenty years after Amma Saga had stated her prophecy!<br />
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Soon I had familiarised myself with the job. It was something new. We had to build up. Yes, in cooperation with the Dutch. But, this way we were able to prevent impoverishment at least in this part of Archipelago.<br />
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People began to pay attention to their daily life again. Schools were opened again. Even, a University level for economics was started with Prof Dr Hanrath as the lecturer! (<i>ed: Hasanuddin University was started as a part of Faculty of Economics from the University of Indonesia. Yet, the opening as a full university was launched on June 1956.)</i><br />
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As a simple woman who knew nothing about politics, I only saw the gradual progress coming over East Indonesia. People got properly dressed. Trade was started. In short, everyday life went on smoothly. Even students from Java came to study at our College of Economics.<br />
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Then, we considered organizing an exhibition of "East Indonesia Reconstruct" with blown-up photographs and all kinds of handicrafts. I was to travel with all the exhibits, ten or twelve huge boxes, by boat. We wrote a letter to the Minister of Information in Jakarta to render me the necessary assistance.<br />
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The Republic of Indonesia at that time was still based in Jogjakarta. President Soekarno and other leaders were kept under house arrest by the Dutch in Prapat, North Sumatera. So, Mr Assaat was the acting President.<br />
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Jakarta was like a beehive. At the former People's Council (Volksraad), a joint committee of the Republic and the Federal State of Indonesia (Dutch sponsored) was working for the acceptable solution. The representative of the State of East Indonesia, Andi Patoppoi, had his office there.<br />
<br />
I got enough help to put up my exhibition. Tough quite inexperienced, I ordered invitation cards and sent them to many organizations, including to the Committee of Good Offices for Indonesia. The three members of this committee were chosen by different parties. Australia was chosen by the Republic of Indonesia, Belgium was chosen by the Dutch, and the USA was chosen by both Indonesia and the Netherland. The representatives were Mr Cochran (USA), Mr Critchley (Australia), and Mr Harremans (Belgium).<br />
<br />
Mr Cochran honoured me with a visit though he had not the slightest idea of what he had come to see. Many people came. After a week, I packed everything. I should move to Bogor.<br />
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A young man from Bogor, the son of the wealthy family of the well known Tan Ek Goan bakery, came to my help. He was studying Economics in Makassar. Everything was loaded into his pick up, and we left for Bogor.<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-24776281228104055662020-01-20T12:50:00.000+07:002020-01-20T12:50:41.293+07:00Nora Suryanti (Soh Lian Tjie) puzzle 6<b>Became an official interpreter</b><br />
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Suddenly I found myself an official of the Court of Justice under Mr Emanuels who was from Suriname. He was a very clever judge. Yet, in the case of the Courts-Martial against the Japanese Prisoner of Wars he acted as a prosecutor. He had especially asked me to be his secretary. It was a tough job but really suited my interest. He praised me that my intelligence was above the average of a Dutch woman! Mr Emanuel's wife was actually a Dutch woman. She was rather weak, but she was very nice to us.<br />
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Then, came the first Courts-Martial. A Japanese policeman. A young and very quiet man. He was to be prosecuted.<br />
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A few days earlier the Chief Judge summoned me to inform me that I had been appointed official interpreter for the session. I protested as I had no official certificate for the Japanese language. Yet, there was nobody else! This Courts-Martial had to be held. I just had to accept it!<br />
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"But, please, dress more richly! You are neatly dressed but too modestly for a court-martial," said the Chief Judge. I blushed! What did this man think of me? The war had just ended and I had no money for a new silk dress!<br />
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I went to the biggest shop open at that time and selected some white crepe georgette scattered here and there with brown circles. I thought that would be proper enough for the occasion. I cut a simple dress out of it and sewed it my self...all by hand! I was glad that the Chief Judge nodded at me in approval when we entered the hall of the Court.<br />
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For me, the dress was not that important. I had been praying all the time that this session might have a successful ending. It became so interesting that I was surprised by the fact that I had encountered no great difficulty in translating the whole session. But I had been tense for the whole time!<br />
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The sentence for that young man, Nakamura, was to be shot by a squad. Yet, during the night, he committed suicide by cutting his wrist with a paper clip!<br />
<br />
Fortunately, two legal Japanese interpreters were sent to Makassar for the Prisoner of Wars (P.O.W.) But, Captain van der Hyde still asked me to assist him. So we rode to the P.O.W. camp and each of the interpreters had five Japanese to interrogate. The Captain's assistant said to me, "Your Japanese is more up to date. We don't know those new words for nurse, police, etc." Of course, I learnt Japanese from these people very recently! Alas, after the war, since there was no need for me to use Japanese, I gradually forgot it.<br />
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The commanding officer of the Netherlands Indies Central Administration (NICA) acted more or less as the governor of the new re-occupied territory. I came to work in the legal division as a translator. Colonel Klein was my direct boss. I had to translate the letters from Dutch into English. I was often asked to accompany guests to the interior.<br />
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I came to know an undergraduate student from Jakarta who came to Makassar to observe the current situation. He was later known as Prof Dr Kalim. Once I had to accompany him to Maros or Pangkadjene. I did not remember the place so well. Kalim was to attend a meeting between Colonel Klein and the local authorities about an election. We arrived earlier than predicted, so we had time to visit a home industry where the well known "lipa sa'be" (silk sarong) were woven. He bought several sarongs and asked me to send it to Jakarta by post. Afterwards, he sent me a letter to say that one sarong was missing. At that time, such case was not a rarity, and to complain about it was an impossibility.<br />
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Not long after this trip, I was informed that I had been put at the disposal of the Australian battalion which has its office in the former residence across the street. I was surrounded by Aussies. Captain Ray was the leader of the legal section. He asked me to interrogate a Japanese Prisoner of War. I also had to translate Japanese documents into English which was not always so easy. After all, I had not had a normal course in Japanese though I had picked up quite a bit of it.<br />
<br />
However, there was one boy, Alister, who was born and educated in Japan as his father had his business there. He often helped me. Then, there was Len Opie who was the Adjutant of Captain Ray. These Aussies were so young, still in their teens, I suppose. Len was also very helpful. In the beginning, it was hard to follow their Australian "slang". Len explained to me that he could speak English correctly, but his friends would frown at him. So, he was obliged to speak as they did!<br />
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When talking to me, Len was very careful. I got a liking to those young Aussies. They had been away from home for a couple of years. When Christmas came, I invited them for a simple Christmas dinner. Luckily, one of my relatives who was a clever cook was in town. She made sharks' fin soup and some other dishes from the available ingredients at that time. I wrapped some picture frames, a letter opener, Balinese statuettes, etc. as my Christmas presents. There was nothing available at that time. No shops were open. Only the local market opened for daily meals.<br />
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A simple Christmas indeed, but enjoyable! The first since the end of the terrible war! In spite of the absence of wine, those young boys were really grateful. It was not very much of a Christmas party but at least there was peace and gratitude in our hearts!<br />
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I could sense their eagerness to be home again. However, they still need to spend some more time in Indonesia. They had to replace the Dutch who had not enough troops yet to occupy the area.<br />
<br />
Len often came to see me. One Sunday morning I provided him with a bicycle, and we cycled to Sungguminasa which was about 11 km south of Makassar. It was very pleasant to cycle along the deserted roads. It gave us a feeling of peace.<br />
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I knew a peasant's family living in this village. He welcomed us in his typical Makasaresse house of bamboo on stilts, surrounded by rice fields. He was very pleased to see us and offered us some tea. When it started to get raining, we excused ourselves. Len put on his army raincoat and gave me his jacket. We took leave of those friendly people. By then, Len had the idea of how an ordinary family lived in South Celebes.<br />
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Soon the Aussies left us. The situation became more and more normal.<br />
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<i>(Note: real names were not checked as it was not easy to find the sources of bibliography)</i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-47068504270299706502020-01-18T17:45:00.000+07:002020-01-18T19:39:36.360+07:00Nora Suryanti (Soh Lian Tjie) puzzle 4<br />
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We got up. Walked
back to the hospital. Wounded people had been brought in. The nasty smell of
blood attacked our noses. There was no time to waste. Dr Warouw started sewing
up the wounded. I drew threads through needles and handed them to him.<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Is this war?”
This question came up and whirling in my mind. It came over and over. “These
people are innocent. They earn their bread in a hard and honest way. And they
became the first victims!”<o:p></o:p></div>
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I could not stand
the cigarette smoke for days. Scenting it made me sick.<o:p></o:p></div>
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From that day on,
the allied plane did not leave us alone. They came again and again...They flew
mostly at night, at a full moon.<o:p></o:p></div>
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In my room, my
Red Cross uniform was always at hand. As soon as the sirens whistled, I put my
Red Cross blouse and trousers almost automatically. Then I grabbed my bicycle
and cycled to Stella Maris hospital. The hospital was situated on the beach
road. No wonder it was an excellent landmark for the allied planes.<o:p></o:p></div>
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On some occasion,
the alarm sounded while I was still on my way. I usually called on the Saelans,
a respected Indonesian family whose house was near the hospital. I knew they
were awake and I was always sure of a welcome.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Standing at the
entrance of the Hospital. My eyes looked at the moonlit sea, the Bay of
Macassar. I could not help crying silently. God’s creation was so beautiful, so
peaceful... Why should it ruined by the horrible disturbance caused by the
Tenno Heika. A war against the world in order to be the Master of the whole
Asia!<o:p></o:p></div>
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When the all-clear alarm had sounded, I slowly cycled back home intensely enjoying the
beautiful moonlight and the empty streets.<o:p></o:p></div>
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One night,
however, the aerial attack was more than terrible! Incendiary bombs were
scattered over several places. The hospital got
about twenty such bombs! I saw some were still burning. So, I ran to throw sand
over them. Where were the others? I was alone! Even the patients had fled. </div>
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The available amount of sand was all used up. I ran into the garden. With my bare
hands, I grabbed as much sand as I could. When the greater part of the burning
firebombs had been extinguished, a Japanese from our Health Department turned
up, “ Soh-san,” he exclaimed in great surprise, “Are you alone? Where are the
others?” I answered with tiredness in my
voice, “I don’t know.”</div>
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Gradually the
staff came back. They all fled and hid in the big ditches!<o:p></o:p></div>
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Our Japanese colleagues saw to it that the "due homage" was paid to my "heroic" action by inserting a full description in the local newspaper of the ravage this nocturnal aerial attack had made, especially to the Hospital Stella Maris, and my part in saving it from more than ten burning bombs single-handedly!</div>
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The aerial attack came more often. Full hits were stated at various places in towns. A distant relative of mine had left the town with his family. He gave me permission to live in his house. One day, while I was still at the office, the house was hit by a bomb. My furniture went missing, probably was taken by the gardener who took advantage of the situation. What could I do? Who would help me? I locked the doors and windows and moved to stay with friends at the edge of town.</div>
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More and more news of defeated came in. We were sure that the Japanese Army was losing now, although we did not really know about the Japanese unconditional surrender on August 15, 1945.</div>
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On August 17th, 1945, Soekarno and Hatta proclaimed the independence of the Republic of Indonesia. We knew that there would be numerous difficulties. The Dutch would try their best to save their former colony, the Dutch East Indies. The United States was not in favour of this idea. It wanted colonialism to die with the war! The British, however, was also determined to save as many of their colonies as possible. I have no political sense. </div>
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All of the sudden, the Dutch was back in Makassar and in other islands like the Lesser Sunda Islands including Bali, the Moluccas, and even the New Guinea!</div>
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One evening, we got the order to
leave a little lamp burning outside our camp. The enemy was approaching. A
large Red Cross Flag was spread in an open field. There was a striking and
frightening silence. We went to bed with anxiety.<o:p></o:p></div>
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We got up early
in the morning only to find out some Japanese soldiers in our camp. Our
commander, Dr. Tinbergen de Moulin was tied to a tree and beaten. We, the civil
nurses and other staff of the Camp had to stand nearby and watched this
inhumane scene. So, this was part of the war!<o:p></o:p></div>
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In the course of
the day, together with other nurses, I was driven to a shed. We had to sit down
on the ground. Just sat down. We should do nothing! How tedious! It made us
very...very tired!<o:p></o:p></div>
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The Japanese
soldiers who had to guard the Camp sometimes approached us. Invariably they
asked us, “Minahasa ka? Indonesia ka?” It seemed that the Minahassan people
were in favour with them.</div>
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The whole day long we just sat there, without food or
drink. Only when the sun
was about to set down that we were allowed to return to the hospital. I was
unexpectedly appointed to prepare food in our kitchen. Of course, I refused to
go alone, so four other ladies were allowed to assist me. I could barely hold
my tears when I entered the kitchen. Our once so neatly arranged kitchen was at
sixes and sevens! Margarine containers were opened, the tins of sweetened
fruits were thrown everywhere. I cried in my heart, “Those barbarians!” They
did not know these products and were afraid that they contained poison. My
heart was still crying for our precious yet wasted food.</div>
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Some drivers
followed us. They offered their services as cooks. We gratefully accepted their
kind offer and we went back to the hospital. I do not know what happened
further as none of us saw any food that evening. <o:p></o:p></div>
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We went to bed
fully dressed. Several times we were startled as some flashlight was centred
on our faces. Some haggard-looking Japanese soldiers wanted to see us even in
our sleep. Fortunately, no incident occurred.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The following
day, we asked permission to cook in the hospital kitchen. We got rice and
salted fish for breakfast. I went to collect the fish heads, then picked some chillies
and wild spinach that grow in abundance outside the hospital. I made a kind of
vegetable soup flavoured with the fish heads. The surgeon in charge of the
hospital thanked me for my initiative. They all need fresh vegetables.<o:p></o:p></div>
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After a week, all
patients and the nurses were transported to Makassar. We, the civil nurses,
were to assist in the army hospital in Makassar. It turned out that wounded
soldiers, sailors and pilots of the Allied Forces had been brought in. This was
my very first contact with war casualties. I pitied those young men and tried
to be as helpful as possible.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Yet, the war did
not end so soon. We, the civilian nurses, were dismissed. The European ladies
were taken to Malino, a mountain resort serving as an internment camp. I was free, but I did not know what to do. My school was closed
and I had nowhere to live. A teacher offered to put me up for the time being.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Soon the Japanese
set up a sort of civil administration under the supervision of Japanese high
officials. Celebes came under the Kaigun, the Navy. The Minseibu was the civil
administrative office, headed by a Minseibucho. The whole convent of Roman
Catholic nuns was occupied by Minseibu. Next to the Japanese officials, there
was also a staff of Indonesians. I was fortunate enough to come into contact
with Dr. J.S. Warouw, a highly gifted man from Manado. Under his capable
guidance we did our work. <o:p></o:p></div>
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It is certainly
very wrong to call us “collaborators”. Yes, seemingly we collaborated. But, in
reality, we were doing our best to help our own people. Our salary was nothing,
but sometimes we could obtain a whole “picul” of rice which we were able to
distribute among various friends. Soap, toothpaste, toothbrushes, sugar were
scarce, but kind-hearted Japanese friends gave us some every now and then.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It was not long
before I had mastered the Japanese language sufficiently to teach my other
colleagues. In this way, the Japanese did not treat us so haughtily anymore.
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At first, life
went on as usual, though after dark there was no social activity at all. Lamps
were dimmed. We, women, had to be very careful as many Japanese servicemen
roamed the deserted street and tried to enter some houses. Every now and then,
on hearing the siren alarmed, we had to hide in the shelters.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I had to
translate all the health regulations from Dutch into English. It was very
instructive for me. I got more practice in first aid. From the faces of the
Japanese soldiers, we guessed that the course of the war was not very favourable
for them.<o:p></o:p></div>
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One fine day,
around 11 a.m. when all activities in the city were in full swing, especially
in the harbour, four allied bombers flew over Makassar. The sirens whistled
instantly, followed by a heavy voice of explosion. Within minutes,
we were ordered to go to the spot that had been hit in the harbour district. We
saw the wounded and attended their wounds as best as we could. All of a sudden
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closely, leaving us no hiding space. Luckily, we found an empty open front
verandah. Dr Warouw, two other colleagues and I laid down on our stomachs. I
saw an elderly woman sheltered not far from us. Her whole body trembled while
she was crying out loud her pray in a hysterical voice.<o:p></o:p></div>
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The rumours of World War II and a Pacific War forced me to
make another decision to go back to my mother, brothers and sisters. The Shiong
Tih Hui (Men’s association) was willing to accept me as a teacher for their
elementary school. Then life became a treadmill for me.</div>
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The issue of Pacific War became stronger. Some Dutch
ladies asked me to give them English conversation. That was an honour and a
pleasure. These ladies were very kind. They did their best. The whole week was
booked. I started at 4 p.m. and continued until 9 p.m. I cycled from house to
house. At the time, the fee was very low, f.3 a month for a twice-weekly
lesson. I put my earnings in a small box. My mother was free to
dispose of it at her will. It helped her to smile again. Occasionally she made
some cake or cooked something.</div>
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There were eight teachers including two Dutch ladies. There
was a friendly co-operation among us, and life went on pleasantly. Alas, the
rumours of the war not only became stronger, but it also became a real thing. On the 7<sup>th</sup>
of December 1941 the sudden attack on Pearl Harbour happened. The necessary
preparations were made, but none of us had any experience of modern war! <o:p></o:p></div>
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I was appointed to sit on the committee to organize the
evacuation of the Chinese community if the need arose. A large clearing was
prepared for setting up houses of bamboo with hygienic lavatories, baths, and
sources of drinking water. Alas, from an organized evacuation, it became colossal chaos. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Most of the Chinese refused to go to the evacuation place.
Without any government protection, they feared robbery. Some of them left their
houses and went to stay with their relatives in smaller places some hundreds of
kilometres from the Capital. <o:p></o:p></div>
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When the first sirens whistled, people simply got confused.
My poor mother went to make a fire to boil water. I had to explain to her that
fires should be extinguished at an aerial alarm. She also asked the children to
crowd under the bed. Probably she thought that under the bed is the safest
place to hide on the attack. She did not even know what kind of attack is a
bomb!<o:p></o:p></div>
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Fortunately, my second brother who was employed in Bontham
(maybe the writer meant Bantaeng, ed) turned up and took Mother and the children with
him. They went to his place, around 120 km southeast of Makassar. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I stayed behind and joined the Red Cross. We cooked for
various occasion. Most ladies of the Housewives Association were with the Red
Cross. We had attended a variety of courses. First Aid is one of the most
important courses.<o:p></o:p></div>
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After a few weeks, news reached us that the Battle in the
Strait of Macassar had been won by the Japanese, and that a troop had already
landed at Pare Pare, some 150 km north of the Capital. We had to evacuate!<o:p></o:p></div>
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I was with Mrs Klay, the Chairman
of the Housewives’ Association. We would join her husband who was the leader of
the Algemene Vernielengs Corps (the Destruction Corps). After they had
destroyed some vital warehouses and other buildings, we headed southeastwards.
There was a long queue of vehicles. Mr Klay asked every minute, “Do you still
see the flames?” He was deeply moved that he had to destroy so many buildings,
just because there was a war on. <o:p></o:p></div>
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In the morning, we reached Camba.
It was quite a small mountain village where there was a Red Cross Hospital
built of bamboo. There were the hospital kitchen and another kitchen for
non-military staff. We were appointed to run this civil kitchen. I could not
believe my eyes to see so many luxurious products! We had butter, milk, tinned
fruit, tinned meat, etc. All imported products! It was better to consume all
those products by ourselves than leaving them to the Japanese!<o:p></o:p></div>
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We slept on stretchers. As Camba
has a cool climate, our weariness made us sleep soundly. I had no feeling of
fear, but the rocky mountains did not look very friendly at night. The enemy
might loom up at any moment! Yet, we slept as if we had no fear at all!<o:p></o:p></div>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-41515182492991445012019-06-22T08:00:00.000+07:002019-06-22T08:14:59.291+07:00What is a Citizen Reporter?It has been a while (actually years...hehehe...) that I did not write in this blog. I wrote in <a href="https://rettynhakim.wordpress.com/2016/07/17/who-i-am-and-why-im-here/" target="_blank">Retty's Life Journey</a> for some time. Yet, the spirit to write was a bit low. There are too many voices in the digital world these days. Sometimes we could not tell which one is the real story, which one is fake...or even made to confuse people.<br />
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Being a citizen reporter was actually fun and rewarding. Rewarding? Yes...rewarding! I am not actually talking about the reward I got to visit Seoul from OhmyNews International (which is of course still very much appreciated). I am talking about the reward of having my thoughts written online. Joined the euphoria of blogging was nice, but being the citizen reporter prompted me to write varieties of blog posts in several online medias.<br />
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I was frustrated with the closure of wikimu.com that buried all my writings with the site. OhmyNews International (OMNI) was also closing its door for the international site. Fortunately the old articles are still archived. This is <a href="http://english.ohmynews.com/english/eng_article_diff.asp?writer_id=retty67&article_class=5&no=368552&rel_no=1" target="_blank">the link</a> to my writings in the late OMNI.<br />
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As a citizen reporter I tried to write for the other websites, not only in my own blog. That is why I also wrote for <a href="https://www.kompasiana.com/retty67" target="_blank">Kompasiana </a>and <a href="https://www.indonesiana.id/profil/2811/rettynhakim@gmail.com" target="_blank">Indonesiana</a>. Yet, writing for others while working full time is not as easy as I thought. The more activities I had in the real world, the less I wrote. During the era of wikimu and OMNI, there was a feeling of an obligation to write. Writing to Wikimu was usually after a prompt of comments or personal message from friends. Writing to OhMyNews was more into sharing the news from Indonesia to the global world.<br />
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Indonesian audience is mostly the auditory audience. It was the reason why legends were alive from storytellers, but we could not find a lot of written evidence.<br />
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One of the new type of citizen reportage is the vlog in Youtube. I think it consumes more dedication as one is willing to go anywhere talking to the camera. One Korean vlogger is very famous in Indonesia these days. I find his vlog attractive. His name is Jang Hansol. The most attractive part of his vlog is his Javanese accent. A Korean with a real Javenese accent (<i>medok pol</i> hehehe...). His youtube channel <a href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXkRFUruW9lg4hEBILMVkPQ" target="_blank">Korea Roemit </a>attracted a lot of Indonesian viewers.<br />
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Hansol is a very good storyteller. He is also creative in finding a topic to interest his (vlog) subscribers and viewers. Yet, I think the most interesting thing that attract people to his channel is his personal story. How he lived in Malang, how he likes Indonesian food, etc.<br />
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Like Pepih Nugraha, founder of Kompasiana, once said, "The most important thing for a citizen reporter is to write the things that they like." At that time some people were demanding citizen reporter to present more news than opinion, more news than personal story. Yet, being personal is the way to differentiate a blogger to a professional journalist. And now youtube is more attractive for the young generation. I think this is a new way of citizen reporting. Yet, writing is my style, and I will keep writing.<br />
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Why I come back to write in this blog? May be because this blog is my citizen reporter's blog. Retty's Life Journey is not really my citizen reporter's blog.<br />
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What prompt me to write today? It's been a long time.... I was buried under my works. Yesterday, as I was working on another part-time job, I came across Jo March in a retold story of Little Women. I loved reading Little Women and the other two books in Louisa May Alcott's trilogy.<br />
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I was also asked by a university student to write a pre-event article of their musical drama performance, Sanskerta 2019 "<i><a href="https://www.ciputraartpreneur.com/sanskerta-2019-arjuna/" target="_blank">Arjuna: Sebuah Kisah Perjuangan Mengungkap Makna.</a></i>" I think I never wrote any pre-event article. As a blogger I wrote things that I'd like to write. As a citizen reporter I reported the things that I have seen. A pre-event with only a piece of press release is not my call. But, it revived my citizen reporter spirit... So, I will be watching the show tonight and will try my best to write one or two articles (Thanks God I still have my annual leave).<br />
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Another thing that revived my blogging spirit is a <a href="https://scontent.fcgk7-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/60308189_10219294035206297_7769401143301505024_o.jpg?_nc_cat=106&_nc_eui2=AeEo80LN2L4zS83nhjF5eEpp3DgdttnSO5xPgnYG1DdNRSfqPey_ro4xXhCOgAWyEHvzuuxRwCakzQaZmR2wFVdgVcpMUGQJ38AoV_xzgNhhtUr9anbzQdN0gdnk2bPnZmI&_nc_ht=scontent.fcgk7-1.fna&oh=d9f70d02f9fbe0fb108c9556248f3c94&oe=5D916D3A" target="_blank">Facebook post</a> (actually posted some time ago, yet I was still very occupied with works). It is a new chunk of Nora Suryanti's story. I got that story shortly in Oma Nora's Ama Saga. I think I should write the second part of the puzzle.The first part was written <a href="http://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2013/09/nora-suryanti-soh-lian-tjie-puzzle-1.html" target="_blank">here</a>. So, here I am....hopefully ready to venture into the next puzzle.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-54551407890734221242014-07-14T10:16:00.000+07:002015-10-26T08:40:36.660+07:00We are stronger than fear, oppression and violenceIn the middle of the hectic and confusing Indonesian Presidential Election, I think the sentence "We are stronger than fear, oppression and violence" is applicable also for the voters. Then, thinking about those children in Gaza, I also think that the sentence is also applicable for all the children in the area of War.<br />
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I once wrote <a href="http://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2007/04/why-indonesia-matters-and-why-pancasila.html" target="_blank">"Why Indonesia Matters, and Why Pancasila Matters"</a> that was for the <span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="f5d6fced-209a-44f5-b234-378cb73bee3d" id="0964feb7-1234-4603-9581-1353856dcb40"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="f5d6fced-209a-44f5-b234-378cb73bee3d" id="41292de8-da46-43c0-9ed1-0e003a38ade5"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="f5d6fced-209a-44f5-b234-378cb73bee3d" id="01846a0f-9e3c-4a3b-a10d-263a61df6549"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="f5d6fced-209a-44f5-b234-378cb73bee3d" id="636f58a4-b474-49f8-8247-c485bcb6f2c1"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="3c84f942-824d-4bc4-9ce7-ddf711a6f14c" id="2bd199c3-e8a8-4c48-b108-1b5919bab52f"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="6ecc1086-1c11-470d-a509-170b84cf0873" id="b36234fd-1fc2-402d-b9cb-040d68a61c99">oppression</span></span></span></span></span></span> in doing one's right to have his or her own religious faith.<br />
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<a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Malala_Yousafzai" target="_blank"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="0a1ac85d-ed90-4f50-85cf-55066d83058d" id="c5021129-de32-44f4-be36-7e5847855ed5"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="5450c40a-44ac-4d41-9086-51eadf3f2e1a" id="9a123ef3-669f-423b-9c93-3ffead0818a2">Malala</span></span> Yousafzai</a>, is just one year older than my eldest son. The story of Malala, how she wrote her story in her blog, made me think back to another blog post "<a href="http://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2008/04/kartini-bukti-kekuatan-sebuah-tulisan.html" target="_blank">Kartini: Bukti Kekuatan Sebuah Tulisan</a>". Yes, Kartini was once used her writing to express her ideas of education for girls and women. <span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="9a4aa58d-f654-4d38-b6f5-019ae66bd040" id="5f0d2704-b707-46d4-9d73-53bbd530c3a8"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="5145bd11-aa61-48c9-9fe5-e4d9b469e09b" id="07eb429a-0ab1-4349-b136-bc4674f91ef2">Malala</span></span> was even going further than just writing by exposing it to the modern world, which cause her life in danger.<br />
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I got this picture from<a href="http://www.malala.org/" target="_blank"> her website</a>. I can't imagine that this girl, who was just a teenager, a junior high schooler, was a target of killing just because she wanted to go to school and was promoting it. While I was always crazy on my <span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="30c12dc5-3e39-46eb-8344-7af4f2541d72" id="dea56b29-5bca-40e2-91d7-4d3759fc5f6f"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="cb86a59c-b680-4e31-92f7-19b935f4aa52" id="eb144696-b296-47e1-af99-d046364c12b4">sons'</span></span> attitude in studying, this girl is already doing something big <span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="30c12dc5-3e39-46eb-8344-7af4f2541d72" id="e7f4bf34-c708-4e11-9f54-8a617a8460f5"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="cb86a59c-b680-4e31-92f7-19b935f4aa52" id="a4453011-6f59-414e-9bd3-44a7233fcf8e">in</span></span> a global scale to promote awareness to support the education, to encourage others to fight the campaign of fear.<br />
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Her birthday is just a week after my eldest son's birthday. I will always remember her birthday wish<span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="38195d98-16a2-492d-bdc3-7ea0c61f87ca" id="185d379a-3e2e-4623-a9ac-016e56dd0324"><span class="GINGER_SOFTWARE_mark" ginger_software_uiphraseguid="1d1a2264-3ed1-4cf4-9004-325b0dcfbcfa" id="5838a3ba-e12f-47b8-a292-3ea6f1c63c9f">...</span></span>it is something worth supporting. Happy birthday Malala! Wishing you all the best!<br />
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As I am always keen on working with youngsters, I will deliver her message to the Indonesian youngsters, to show that courage is stronger than any campaign of fear! If you are also keen on promoting her campaign, please visit<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;"> </span><a href="http://www.change.org/StrongerThan" style="background-color: white; color: #1155cc; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px;" target="_blank">www.change.org/StrongerThan</a>. Together, we raise our voices and try to develop a better world!<br />
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On Friday, 23rd May 2014, the website Singosari
(http://www.singosari.info) was officially launched in Museum Nasional, Jakarta.
It will be the reunion place for all the cultural heritage which came from the
era of Singhasari.<o:p></o:p></div>
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It was in the seminar session of Kekunaan Singhasari that
Jos Taekema officially introduced and launched the website that contain the
information on Singhasari and its cultural heritage. One of the greatest art products
from that era is the Prajnaparamita statue. Some people considered the statue
as the representation of Ken Dedes. Ken Arok, who founded the Singhasari
Kingdom, married Ken Dedes as he believed that she would be the mother of the
Kings of Java.<br />
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serenity and peacefulness of the wise <i>boddhisatvadevi</i>.
After residing for a very long time in the Netherland, in 1978 this statue came
back to Indonesia. Thirty six years after the return of the Queen, the richness
of Singhasari which were scattered all over the world could be united in the
cyber world. </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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The period of Singhasari was really short, only around
seventy years, but the cultural heritage is rich with beauty and skilled
crafts. Coming from the 13<sup>th</sup> Century, the beauty of the statue of Prajnaparamita
shows the high skill of the craftsman, and the beauty and richness of culture
from that era. Unfortunately, the temples of Singhasari are sometimes found
empty. According to J.L.A. Brandes, in the year of 1893, eight statues were
taken to Batavia (now Jakarta) with the reason of security. According to
Brandes, the statues in the temples were susceptible to be ruined or stolen. From
then on, the richness of Singhasari was sent throughout the world. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Most of the cultural heritage from Singhasari period are residing
in the Museum Nasional Indonesia (started as the <span class="apple-style-span"><i>Bataviaasch
Genootschap van Kunsten en Wetenschappen) </i></span>in Jakarta<span mce_name="em" mce_style="font-style: italic;">, and in the <span class="apple-style-span"><i>Rijksmuseum Vokenkunde </i></span></span>(currently
became the National Museum of World Cultures) in Leiden. Those two leading
institutions working hand in hand to share the cultural richness of Singhasari
to the world through the internet.<o:p></o:p></div>
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of the museum which faced the courtyard. It was an amazing performance.
Together with the dance performance showing the Queen Prajnaparamita in the
courtyard of the <i>Museum Nasional Indonesia,</i>
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Being involved in a blogger community like wikimu.com or ohmynews.com helped me to write more news. Lately we do have lots of possible outlets to voice our voices. Mainstream medias are also being more attentive to our voices through the social media. The journalist are now using the information from the social media before presenting their articles. It is a good sign of the positive impact of blogging and other social media's outlets.<br />
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I am mostly happy because the proportion of attention to the museum and to those who are having disability is increasing. The main reason why I write is to help directing the attention to them. It is encouraging to know that there are more people who put their interest in those subjects.<br />
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My own activities sometimes made me unable to report on certain event. For example, the interactive theatrical performance of Teater Koma in the National Museum for the <a href="http://www.teaterkoma.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=205:akhir-pekan-museum-nasional&catid=48:kabar&Itemid=18" target="_blank">Akhir Pekan @ Museum Nasional</a>. I would love to write about it, yet my hectic schedule made me unable to attend the events. Fortunately, now they are also presented in Youtube. We can watch the story of <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ve6aq1EXrws" target="_blank">Ksatria Bersepeda (the Knight on Bike)</a> or the story of the <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ZSCi4dYRqI" target="_blank">Keris Puputan Klungkung </a>(the Keris from the Puputan War in Bali), or even about the story of the ceramic from the sunken ships in <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DwnpjQVmeck" target="_blank">Kapal Tek Sing</a>. Want to hear the comment of the visitors? They enjoy and even want a longer presentation. You can watch and hear the comments in the link<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yDLqulYTp_0" target="_blank"> here</a>.<br />
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I do hope that other museums in Indonesia can also do things like this. It will help to make the museum fun to visit, will also help kids to understand history (as long as it was narrated correctly).<br />
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A Brazilian friend, Carlos Rix, who I met in Seoul during the OMNI Reporters' Froum had the idea to have a blog (<a href="http://cwwn.wordpress.com/">http://cwwn.wordpress.com/</a>) for us to blog together. It is not really working yet, but I hope that we can make time to write and to share something. Sometimes, being involved directly already consumed our time. I think that is what happening with Rajen Nair, another friend from OMNI, who is now deeply involved teaching photography to those with hearing impairment. This is <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMgM3w4itIA" target="_blank">a youtube post </a>of one of his activities.<br />
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Time flies, we are also going on our ways. Yet, I am sure that all of us are going to enrich the world, to put more colours on the life we are living. I am welcoming the new year with a spirit to move forward, to do more, and hopefully to write more...Happy New Year!<br />
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Some private institutions tried to help these children. Through the Indonesian Heritage Society I encountered the activity <a href="http://www.lifdejakarta.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=386&Itemid=157&lang=fr" target="_blank">"Les enfants de la rue"</a>. There is also <a href="http://www.womenparticipation.info/?page_id=797" target="_blank">"Sekolah Darurat Kartini"</a> by the Twins <a href="http://ibugurukembar.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Rossy and Ryan</a>. We also acknowledge <a href="http://www.gn-ota.or.id/" target="_blank">Gerakan Nasional Orang Tua Asuh (GNOTA)</a>. Yet, in GNOTA it is more in financial support for students through supporting parents. Last year I happened to visit a school named <a href="http://www.sanggaranakakar.org/" target="_blank">Sanggar Anak Akar</a>. They call it an autonomous school. It was started in 1994 to offer education for the street children, but then it was developed into a larger urban community. In the year 2000 it became an independent nonprofit organization separated from the main foundation, and in 2009 it became an autonomous school. Their schooling program is a bit different from the formal school, it was designed to help the children attain their right to get an education. The target focus of the students is now youngsters aged between 12 to 16 years old.<br />
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Last year, I came with students and teachers from a private school where I am working now. The economic background of the students in my school is off course much...much better than of those children in Sanggar Anak Akar. Yet, we manage to learn something from them too. At that time, they taught our students to play percussion using used materials like an empty plastic bottle, an empty can, etc. Through interaction between students, we learned how they were also eager to learn by themselves, and how they manage to be creative and productive through the limited facilities.<br />
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The internet is actually helping people to gain more knowledge without a big expense. But, that is only applicable for those who have the access into the internet. If, we do not have an adequate connection, there will be another problem but at least we can open our views and enriching our knowledge. That is also the way of self development that those children from the Sanggar Anak Akar is trying to do. This year, we can have the access into their website. I see that they are preparing a blog, hopefully for those children to explore more into their own writing talents, or showing out their works through blogging. The most important thing, the existence of the website means that they have a connection into the internet.<br />
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Earlier this year we heard that the land used for the school is needed for urban development. The school needs to move. Hopefully, they are able to cope with their problems and can continue to develop the children who come to their school. When they have got the chance to get their right to an education, we can think of a better generation to build the nation, and it could probably also mean to build a better world.<br />
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Photos: Retty<br />
Video: Andreas<br />
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The journey of the Andalusian shepherd boy was not an easy journey. He worked hard, got money, lost the money, had to start over again, before he realized that his treasured was buried in the place of his starting point. Yet, the journey to make his dream come true was the essence of his life. Through the journey he met his love. Through the alchemist he learnt to let go of his desire and his belongings.<br />
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I have never had a recurring dream. Or, maybe I was too busy to realize that I have the ability to dream... Now, I'm trying to get to know my personal legend. What is my personal legend?<br />
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Looking at the way how the story of Soh Lian Tjie (Nora Suryanti) came out, made me realize that the universe will help to make it true, even after the person had completed her task in the world. Oma Nora was really eager in writing her autobiography, but never had the chance to finish and to publish it. How I came into the scene, or how <span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="ec5d289c-fff1-4038-9b7b-72ccca3d6253" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="7e6f9ee6-413c-4214-b415-ce64b795d765" grcontextid="Yerry:0">Yerry</span> or Ibu Claudine came <span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="8f883197-8bb7-45e8-ac6c-8cb3c15bb7e6" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="7e6f9ee6-413c-4214-b415-ce64b795d765" grcontextid="into:1">into</span> the interest of studying her life is a mystery.<br />
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I do not know how the story will end, but it is astonishing to see how it works. I do not really work on it. It seems that it is the universe who works on it.<br />
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Having no husband nor children, made Oma Nora a part of only the extended family. Sometimes she was really close, some other times she seemed so distant. That was probably the reason why nobody dared to claim for her belongings. It was her youngest sister who kept all her private belongings. But, when her sister also passed away (and she was not really close to me) I lost track of all Oma Nora's private pictures or letters.<br />
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As I posted the piece of information that I have as the puzzle 1 (and hopefully will also posted the puzzle 2), I will let the universe do the rest of the work through the existence of the internet. I will see what is going to happen, while I -myself- will look for my own Personal Legend.<br />
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This short -unfinished- biography was written using the data from an unpublished autobiography. I was actually lack of data since I only have a very limited data from our family. Due to this lack of data, I am now using the title puzzle 1. I do hope that friends who knew her, or researchers who are doing research on her can help adding puzzle 2, 3, and so on...until we can get a full frame of her works. I prefer to use her new name Nora Suryanti as her name because she always use that name after she changed her Chinese name, and I am more familar with that name.<br />
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<span class="normalchar">Soh Lian Tjie, Nora Suryanti (b. 1914 in
Makassar, d. 1995 in Makassar, South Sulawesi)</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span class="normalchar">Civil servant, freelance journalist,
freelance translator, tour guide.</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span class="normalchar">She was born
in Makassar, then the capital city of the Residency of South Celebes and
Dependencies. She was the eldest of sixteen children of Soh Heen Liong (the
name derived from Souw Heen Liong, changed to ease his trading communication
with Singapore) and The Siok Kie Nio. Her father, Soh Heen Liong, was the
second generation of the family Souw in Indonesia. Her grandfather, Souw Thwan
Sioe, arrived in Tegal, Central Java with his two brothers Souw Thwan Soen, and
Souw Thwan Gie. </span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">Soh Heen Liong then moved to Makassar, South Sulawesi, to build
his trading business. He was also active in social life, he introduced her
daughter to the Indonesian operas performed in the Chinese Community’s
Clubhouse, Lok Siang Sia. Since her childhood she followed her father to the
clubhouse and became familiar with the performance of Miss Dja, Miss Ribut, and
Dardanella. Perhaps it was how Soh Lian Tjie was always interested in art and
cultures. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">Soh Lian Tjie
attended HCS (Hollands Chinese School), the elementary school for Chinese
children. Then, she continued her school in MULO (now VMBO in the Netherland,
read the history <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Education_in_the_Netherlands#History_of_education">http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Education_in_the_Netherlands#History_of_education</a>).
Both schools were in Makassar. There were few girls who lasted to finish MULO
at that time, but Lian Tjie passed it with rather good marks. She wanted to go
for a further study to Batavia, now Jakarta, but her father was doubtful.
Luckily her mother supported her and insisted that she could go with her
brothers. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">While waiting
for his brothers to passed their examination, she became involved in founding
the Chinese women organization Nu Tse Lien Ho Hwee. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">In Batavia,
she went into AMSB, the middle school which prepared students for higher
education. She was bright in languages but found mathematics and chemist too
difficult for her. So she moved into a training college for teachers at the St.
Ursula convent. Here, she joined the girl guides, and was chosen as leaders of
girl guides who went to a leader course in Salatiga, Central Java. Due to
financial reason, she moved into HCK (Hollands Chinese Kweekschool) at Meester
Cornelis (now Jatinegara), a Dutch Chinese Training College for teachers.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">Finishing her
school, she moved back to Makassar and became a teacher. She came back to Batavia
to have a course for teachers of English. She financed herself by working as a
matron of a Chinese Girl boarding house. Her passion in writing which she began
by writing for the school monthly when she was in the middle school, was then
developed into articles for Keng Po and Sin Po.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">The World War
II forced her to move back to Makassar and came back to teaching in an elementary
school (HCS). She continued being active in the girls guide activities. Through
this activity she became familiar with the interpreter job. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span class="normalchar">In 1941,
while the political situation was heated, she was appointed to sit on a
committee to organize the evacuation of the Chinese community if the need
arose. The organization was not working as planned because the majority of
Chinese people refused to go to the evacuation place. Mostly prefer to go to
their family in the countryside. While her mother, sisters and brothers went to
Bantaeng (120 km from the city Makassar), Soh Lian Tjie stayed in Makassar and
joined the Red Cross. The Japanese troops landed in Pare-pare (150 km from
Makassar) and she was caught by the Japanese and had to help the army hospital.
After the Japanese left, the Indonesian Republic announced its independence,
yet the Dutch was also returning. She became a translator in the legal division
of Netherlands Indies Central Administration. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-19144769287553044912013-09-13T17:07:00.002+07:002013-09-21T07:45:24.923+07:00Un rendezvous: Raden SalehI used the French title <i><span class="GRcorrect" grcontextid="un:0" grmarkguid="bd519b9c-6833-403b-963b-25cd5176189a" gruiphraseguid="30eb0c6e-5a77-4635-9ea0-3b83db3ea77e"><span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="ee9f76ca-5220-4f0d-a91b-9507204005bc" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="d5052ab2-9c04-4511-9c52-bdd36eb98416" grcontextid="un:0">un</span></span> rendezvous </i>even though the exhibition is actually provided by JERIN (Jerman <span class="GRcorrect" grcontextid="dan:1" grmarkguid="1ac1678e-1ab2-4b04-ad73-fa74af187d31" gruiphraseguid="30eb0c6e-5a77-4635-9ea0-3b83db3ea77e"><span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="5f77822b-ba51-434d-b50f-6068e936d3fd" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="d5052ab2-9c04-4511-9c52-bdd36eb98416" grcontextid="dan:1">dan</span></span> Indonesia; <span class="GRcorrect" grcontextid="German:2" grmarkguid="232a919a-cbda-4c58-bf6d-17eb3d62109c" gruiphraseguid="30eb0c6e-5a77-4635-9ea0-3b83db3ea77e"><span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="6b32192a-155b-4a1c-8863-1f02e0682ab8" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="d5052ab2-9c04-4511-9c52-bdd36eb98416" grcontextid="German:2">German</span></span> and Indonesia) because it was like a date provided by fate. And, the only word that came to my mind is "<span class="GRcorrect" grcontextid="un:0" grmarkguid="a1eb9679-6f9d-4dfe-bce6-2939b3d54761" gruiphraseguid="4eeeb69e-4f7a-4663-ba81-85dc89015803"><span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="f961167d-60f7-4c30-8f82-032c804fe264" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="aebf7a4b-fbff-4d24-93cf-350f09ddff0f" grcontextid="un:0">un</span></span> rendezvous".<br />
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Three years ago I was really interested in joining the Bicentennial Conference on Raden Saleh, but the expense was too expensive for me as I did not put my priority in my personal interest. Actually, I was so interested in joining the Conference because I had read about the Keris Kyai Naga Siloeman from an exhibition booklet wrote by Werner Kraus, the curator of the exhibition. I had also read about Raden Saleh's masterpiece "The Arrest of Pangeran Diponegoro", and how it was presented in a different point of view from "The Submission of Prince Diponegoro" from Nicolaas Pieneman. May be I was also interested in <a href="http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2010/02/25/the-journey-sainted-javanese-prince-diponegoro.html" target="_blank">Pangeran Diponegoro</a> because I came from <a href="http://www.travelblog.org/Photos/5462849" target="_blank">Makassar</a>.<br />
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So, it was the Prince who called me to meet Raden Saleh. It's interesting to know that meeting the Prince then led me to Raden Saleh, and the latter introduced me to his teacher, Antoine Payen.<br />
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Having lost my first chance to know more about Raden Saleh, made me jump for joy when Goethe asked the volunteer guides from the Indonesian Heritage Society to help guiding in the <a href="http://radensaleh.jerin.or.id/index.php?id=49" target="_blank">"Pameran <span class="GRcorrect" grcontextid="Monografis:0" grmarkguid="e8b20053-9259-4d24-a161-0f84f40814f6" gruiphraseguid="684b4848-517f-44fc-9087-e7d563b5fcc6"><span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="c829eb00-f062-4ea1-a44f-15a9642c2828" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="5b0a3634-3ad7-4864-a66e-cc5603f6a772" grcontextid="Monografis:0">Monografis</span></span> Raden Saleh"</a> in Galeri National last June 2012.<br />
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This exhibition was really enriching me. Mr. Xavier Agustin from Goethe Institute said that we can actually write books from the experiences gained through the exhibition. It's so true...(unfortunately I started to work full time since July 2012, so this draft of my blog post was not updated. I was busy with my other activities).<br />
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For me, it was really an awesome meeting with the maestro. Through his paintings, and through Werner Kraus, the curator of the exhibition, I came to uncover the story of the great painter.<br />
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It was coincidental (or maybe also by fate?), he was also the part of the <i style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">Bataviaasch Genootschap van Kunsten en Wetenschappen (</i><span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">The </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">Royal Batavian Society of Arts and Sciences), an organization which is now the National Museum of Jakarta. I am one of the Friends of the Museum through the Indonesian Heritage Society. It is amazing to see that his drawings he made when he was 11 years old was for the Royal Batavian Society of Arts and Sciences. So, he took my interest even more... He helped me to encounter Payen, who was probably the one who took him into his path in joining the Royal Batavian Society of Arts and Sciences. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">I also met Karsten Weber, the architect who helped designing the interior design of the exhibition. He assured me that his designing part is an important factor in making a successful exhibition. I should nevertheless agree with him as the pictures uploaded in the social media lured more visitors to visit the exhibition. I saw the long queue up during the weekends of the exhibition (I wrote about it for <a href="http://www.wikimu.com/news/DisplayNews.aspx?id=19910" target="_blank">wikimu.com</a>. Unfortunately some new regulation from Facebook prevented the picture to be shown there) . The number of visitors that reached almost 3400 visitors are amazing for the short duration of the exhibition (June 3 to June 17, 2012). </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">Thirty years ago, for my final project in the architecture department I took Museum as my project. My real intention was actually to design a science center, still a planned project for TMII at that time. Yet, my lecturer tested me by accepting my second proposal, "an Art Museum", a subject that made me explore more into the visual comfort aspects in designing. Unfortunately, after my graduation, I never had the chance to work for an architectural firm that works on a museum project. I had the chance to work for a construction company specialized in exhibition, but this is the first time I saw that a gallery exhibition was prepared in such a special preparation. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">Irina Vogelsang who assisted Karsten Weber in the preparation of the exhibition also amazed me when I saw her interacting with the children participants of the puppet workshop for children ( I also wrote about the workshop for <span class="GRcorrect" grcontextid="wikimu:0" grmarkguid="21bcb6a9-6e39-4deb-9ac4-0f4901569612" gruiphraseguid="4b703690-0b8e-4c3d-8d8d-44d5793c187d"><span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_correct" ginger_sofatware_markguid="e27b50de-92b5-497b-89dc-d930aea03d09" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="a6c10192-3fa6-454e-a741-6a15c2150342" grcontextid="wikimu:0">wikimu</span></span><a href="http://www.wikimu.com/News/DisplayNews.aspx?id=19888" target="_blank"> here</a>).</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 19.1875px;">My writing was stopped there as a draft. I know that I'd like to write more about that moment, that was my reason of not publishing it. Yet, it waited in my drafting box for more than a year. My activity as a full time worker made me neglect my own writing. Actually it was a magical moment of a meeting with the great painter, <span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_spelling" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="cf27e620-2a99-457b-b24d-ea6035d3c0ad">c'etait</span> vraiment <span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_spelling" ginger_sofatware_markguid="e200a17e-a4d9-4628-b8df-aca8025f00a9" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="cf27e620-2a99-457b-b24d-ea6035d3c0ad">un</span> rendezvous <span class="GINGER_SOFATWARE_spelling" ginger_sofatware_markguid="4b455c1b-172b-4c9f-9f85-f7559b657db1" ginger_sofatware_uiphraseguid="cf27e620-2a99-457b-b24d-ea6035d3c0ad">avec</span> Raden Saleh.</span><br />
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-65063643389573637972013-09-13T17:01:00.001+07:002013-09-24T11:01:53.033+07:00I'm back!I did not realize that I was not writing for this blog for more than a year. I was still busy writing for other blogs or websites and neglecting my own bridge blog.<br />
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There were a lot of possibilities why I did not write. First, I was busy working full time. Since July 2012 I started to work full time in a national plus school. Second, the sudden lost of my friend - Celly - made me wonder how short our time in this world, and how uncertain the schedule of its ending to us. May be that was the reason why I kept writing for my reflective spiritual blog <a href="http://journey-to-his-words.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">"Journey to His Words"</a> rather than writing for this blog. Third, it was not easy to become just a blogger after knowing a lot of reporting theories. I would prefer to write a good and informative blog post rather than just writing out all the stuffs in my mind. Then, the most important thing, was probably because I have a lack of readers' comments. I can still write more reasons for not writing, but that's not really important. It is more important to say that I would like to commit in writing again.</div>
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An email to join the Blog Action Day 2013 reminded me of how long I neglected my own bridge blog. I intended to make this blog as a bridge from Indonesia to other countries. I remember joining the <a href="http://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2009/10/climate-change-and-poor-fishermen.html" target="_blank">Blog Action Day 2009 for the Climate Change</a>, and I wrote about <a href="http://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2008/10/blogger-sedunia-melawan-kemiskinan.html" target="_blank">poverty</a> in the citizen journalism website in 2008.</div>
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Time is really flying fast. Blog Action Day 2013 is prompting me to write about Human Rights. We do have a lot of problems in Indonesia related to the Human Rights. I do hope I can keep writing, and keep being a bridge of information.</div>
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Cheering the life that God gives</div>
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Share it to all within His grace</div>
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I saw the bird flew up the sky</div>
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Your face faded away</div>
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Leave us all in misery</div>
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Life is God’s mystery</div>
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That glorious childhood that we embrace</div>
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The funeral of my high school friend Celly was this afternoon. She was one of the those on board the Sukhoi Superjet 100 which crashed into Mt. Salak. The thin curtain between lucky and bad luck, between life and death was really shown in that tragedy. Our television kept us updating with the progress from the moment the plane went missing until the news of the funerals. They were chosen passengers, they should be the lucky ones. Some are reporters, some others are airlines directors, pilots, and stewardesses. Some are still in their early twenty. Their life were actually just begun... Sad...but that's the line when we need to let ourselves surrender to destiny...</div>
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This poem is a way to send my condolence to those who lost their families. I was thinking of Celly when I wrote it, but may be it could also tickling memories of others who read this. In time like this I lost the feeling of being a citizen journalist. I'm here, just writing out my diary. I wasn't able to attend the funeral, but I've sent my prayers for her and for others who were on board.</div>
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Another victim that I've known is Femi, a reporter from Bloomberg. I knew her in Wikimu.com. She was probably worked for Kontan at that time. Time flies. Sometimes memories faded away...until a friend from Wikimu told me. Writing this I found <a href="http://blognyakrismariana.wordpress.com/2012/05/10/catatan-seorang-silent-reader/" target="_blank">a post in Kris' blog</a>, and it makes me googling and found <a href="http://www.katakataku.com/2012/05/19/mata-air-gunung-salak/#more-1987" target="_blank">another blog </a>who quote her words, <b><i>When writing the story of your life, don't let anyone else hold the pen [Femi Adi Soempeno]. </i></b>I didn't really remember Femi, but these blogs gave me a glimpse of her that I've never known. </div>
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I prayed for all those spirits to have the eternal peace, and for their families to have the strength to go on, to keep only happy memories of their loved ones, and to continue pursuing the dreams that they left behind. Life is God's mystery. He gave us, He took it...in His time!</div>
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Dearest Celly,<br />
Sometimes I postponed things because I thought there will be another tomorrow. I canceled showing up in our reunion, thought there will be another time to meet. Yet, time is God's privilege...<br />
When I <a href="http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2012/05/09/sukhoi-superjet-missing-over-mt-salak.html" target="_blank">first heard</a> about the tragedy of Sukhoi, I found it as another sad news. But when I found out that one of its passengers is you, I couldn't help myself from being even sadder than before. I had hope for a miracle. Sometimes miracles happened, and some people survived the crash.... Yet, <a href="http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2012/05/11/team-finds-victims-body-pieces-identifies-one.html" target="_blank">the new findings</a> made me realize that may be God has a better plan.<br />
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I remembered how you started your dream to be a stewardess since I knew you in our Junior High School. You were a popular and sporty girl. Despite your popularity you're always nice and friendly to anybody. A girl with a cheerful smile. You've still got that enchanting smile on your face when you posed in front of that metal bird, Sukhoi Superjet 100.<br />
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I put you smiling picture in my cellphone's profile picture, and to my amazement I've had some friends commented back. Some of those friends are those that I never thought were your friends too. Life is like an onion, we have so many layers in our lives. I was once in one of your layer of life. Another friend was in the other layer. The other is may be still in your close circle. But we share the same grieve. We share the same memory...a friendly friend who was always nice and helpful. <br />
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I saw your kids in the television. I knew their grieve will be bitter than mine. They lost their mom, more than a friendly person...you're everything for them. But I knew you'll send your prayers to keep them strong. Your friends are also praying for your soul and the other souls who flew with you. We are praying for all the families in grieve. <br />
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I found this nice song by Celine Dion. The song reminded me of you...Fly...fly...with your little wings...fly towards His Light....<br />
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My token from a recent blogwalking is from a post in <a href="http://goinswriter.com/million-blogs/">Jeff Goins' blog</a>. The title attracted me, "What to Do When You're Drowning in a Sea of a Million Blogs". It is something that I relate to my feeling of being drowned when I lost my time in blogwalking. Surprisingly the writer contributor, Don McAllister, who has his own <a href="http://linchpinbloggers.com/">Linchpin Bloggers</a> presented a swimming analogy. To me, the analogy is more into a drowning analogy because I knew the feeling of being drowned. When I was a little girl (may be I was a third grader then), I had an unforgettable experience. I shared about it in a post about guardian angel in my blog <a href="http://journey-to-his-words.blogspot.com/2009/02/berkat-malaikat-pelindung-1.html">Journey to His Words</a>, a religious reflective blog in Bahasa Indonesia. I was walking beside the swimming pool with my little brother. I saw a teenager who cried because her father persisted on making her swim in that very cold water (in a resort area in the mountain). I remember that I bragged to my brother that if I were that girl I'd be brave to try that cold water. It wouldn't cross my mind that my little brother would push me into that pool even when I wasn't finish laughing. The only thing I remember is the cold water, and that I kept on trying to reach the nearest side of the pool. We weren't accompany by any adult, so I knew my survival was on my own struggle and God. I prayed, I swam...and I survived. This experience kept haunting me when I was tired and had my feet cramped while swimming, or when darkness came around me while swimming in a late afternoon. So the swimming analogy astonishingly attract my senses to keep floating, to keep swimming. I know that I've got to focus on the act of swimming!<br />
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I suddenly realized that I was focusing on the feeling of being drowned instead of continue swimming. When I felt that I'm drowning in a sea of a million blogs because I lost my precious time reading others' posts or comments, I should remember to set my focus on swimming like an athlete. Time is also precious for competing athletes. So, I need to focus on my writing first before taking a rest by blogwalking. Priority becomes important.
I realized that lately I didn't write as much as before. Excuses could be invented (although it's true that my schedule offline was so hectic) but I should be the master of my time...and I want to keep on <strike>swimming</strike> writing. Thank you Jeff and Don for the inspiration!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-88939449755139609122011-10-02T00:08:00.006+07:002011-10-02T02:00:33.540+07:00Citizen Journalism: Sharing in a Professional WayWhen writing the title of this posting I don't mean that citizen journalism should make citizen share their stories as professional reporters. I'm actually trying to say that we share stories by handling it professionally. Our main goal should be for the benefit of our public readers, without sacrificing others (including our own professional oaths).<br /><br /><a href="http://regional.kompasiana.com/2011/09/30/satu-lagi-kejadian-menyedihkan-seorang-ibu-asyik-bbm-an-bayi-mati-akibat-tertimpa-bantal/">An article was published in Kompasiana</a> about a mother who was chatting with her Blackberry, neglecting her baby, and didn't realize that her baby was suffocated by the baby's own pillow. I was first got the message through my chatting group, before I saw it through Facebook from Kompasiana's wall. It seemed that this article attracted a lot of people, especially those who are involved in Blackberry Group Chatting, so it was spreaded very quickly. Even the author herself was <a href="http://unik.kompasiana.com/2011/09/30/aku-sedang-bingung-mengapa-tulisanku-pembacanya-melebihi-tulisanku-yang-hl/">a bit taken aback</a> of the number of people who read her article. She became afraid when her superior in the medical clinic called her to ask her explanation of her writing and made a formal meeting to evaluate that article. Actually she wasn't giving any name in the article, not the name of the baby, the family, nor the name of the medical clinic. For that, she was also accused by some readers as giving a hoax information. Her only intention is to share that sad news so that people could make a self-reflection, to know the bad effect of the techie gadget which is now very popular in Indonesia.<br /><br />She's lucky because her superior thought that she was not doing anything wrong, but warned her to keep remembering the medical oath to keep the secret of their patients. This is why I said that citizen reporters do need to handle their writings professionally. Citizen who writes in his/her own professional topic should remember how to handle the news with their professional ethics. Even for those who aren't in the professional life, we should also use our own conscience in writing out news like that.<br /><br />Prita Mulyasari's case should be a way to learn something. It's not about being in prison (although it's enough to scare people to write out their cries), but about the high need to have an editor who will help those writers who aren't familiar with journalism ethics. Without the name of the hospital, it could sounded as a hoax, but to open it clearly could also end one's career. For me, Prita's letter is an important letter to be printed out for public. By hiding that fact, those who work in the medical institution which should make hospitality as their first tool (considering that the name is Hospital) could act as they like, neglecting the right of a patient to be treated professionally and to receive a real information about his/her illness. The problem came from the way that private letter publicized for public consumption without editing it with journalistic ethic in mind.<br /><br />In the case of Kompasiana's writer, Titi, there were questions about how fast she uploaded her news. One important aspect for journalist in this internet era is the rapidity. However, our daily schedule, our daily responsibilities might not always in cooperation with the time needed to write some news as soon as it happened. Citizen journalism is one aspect, have the need to encourage people to write up his/her story and share it with public. Yet, <a href="http://lifestyle.kompasiana.com/catatan/2011/10/02/soal-bayi-tewas-karena-ibu-bb-an-kompas-terlalu-ceroboh/">another writer</a> also questioned the way Kompas.com handling the case. Kompas.com should be able to handle the case as the way professional journalism should react. I agree with this writer. The only way to build a good partnership between citizen journalism and professional journalism is by giving a good example in working. Check and recheck should be the priority. Language chosen should also be very careful to give an objective news for the public. <br /><br />I think this is the learning process. How a citizen can join as a part of citizen journalism, and how the journalistic world can be improved by the process of learning together between citizen and professionals. This way we can have better professionals in their own specific professions, plus... the ability to share out a bit of their professions for the sake of the profession itself and the benefit for public.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><script type='text/javascript' src='http://track2.mybloglog.com/js/jsserv.php?mblID=2007062314285200'></script></div>Retty Hakim (a.k.a. Maria Margaretta Vivijanti)http://www.blogger.com/profile/12624283610664878616noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-391559658195401920.post-9743145192342243132011-08-23T23:59:00.006+07:002011-08-24T06:57:03.777+07:00Meeting KierkegaardAfter meeting <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martin_Heidegger">Heidegger</a> (<a href="http://khazanahpikir.blogspot.com/2008/06/scrambled-thoughts-in-my-mind.html">thanks to my online friends</a>) now I'm being introduced to <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/S%C3%B8ren_Kierkegaard">Kierkegaard</a>. I've come to him through the books written by a Jesuit priest, Thomas Hidya Tjaya. His book "Peziarahan HATI" is really inspiring for me. It's like written to help me arrange my mind and heart. It confirms some of my thoughts, and it helps me to look for a better way into my arrangement of life. Being taken by his book, I googled and found out that he had written a book titled "Kierkegaard dan Pergulatan Menjadi Diri Sendiri" (Kierkegaard and The Struggle of Being One's Self). Fortunately, the writer's sister is my neighbour, so I don't need to look into shelves in the book stores. I only need to e-mail, and to knock on my neighbour's door to borrow the book from the family library.
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<br />This book introduce me to Kierkegaard's opinion, "I choose, therefore, I exist." To this moment I was always in the same boat as Descartes, "I think, therefore, I am". Being introduced into silent meditation made "my being" struggled. During this Christian Meditation I shouldn't think. Without thinking I was lost...at least that's how I felt at first. Then, I choose to manage myself. I tried to work on my silent relation with Him... At first I was lost because I used to meditate with the Bible in my mind, and I feel free to travel with my mind into His words (which was really meaningful for me and my friends). Without my wandering mind I felt nothing... Yet, within the process I didn't want to get myself attached too much into methods. I would like to feel free to absorb His presence without a special bond to a certain method. So, now I understand the real meaning of "I choose, therefore, I exist."
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<br />Kierkegaard had concentrated on the choice made in every step of human's life. I'm struggling with that. If we're facing the good and evil, it wouldn't be difficult for me to choose. Yet, when facing two good reasons, I don't really know which one should I choose. Which choice is according to God's will and it shouldn't be affected by my own preferences.
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<br />Just as Adam and Eve have chosen to eat the forbidden fruit, our being are also depending on choices that we've made. Yet, there's always a mystery of His Being, the mystery which was called by our ancestors as destiny. In certain moments we need to surrender ourselves to the Absolute Being, as there are certain moments when logic isn't working and there's no way of choosing your own path.
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